I Can’t Wait

Ooh CNY is just this Sunday! I can’t wait till this Friday when I will be going back to Penang.Hooray!!

During the CNY holidays,I will leave out all the stress and probs I am havin at school and usher in the new year with a light heart.

I can’t wait till the reunion dinner this Saturday night.I can’t wait to meet up all my relatives and even "pok kiau" a little bit.Lolz

This will be the last entry for the month of January because I won’t be going online after this.I hope you guys will have a great CNY celebration!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! GONG XI FA CAI!!

On A Usual Saturday

Hey everyone.I’m now writing my journal from my dad’s office.So boring lar.My dad had brought my bro for tuition at some temple in KL and my mum had gone for a function.So I all alone right now T.T

My family and I are going to Times Square later to repair my bro’s mp3. I don’t really like to go to that area.I mean all the shoppers there are so…strange.Anyway, I can hang out at Borders later.Hooray! Love that bookstore.It’s just it’s location that is the down point.

I’ve just realised that Chinese New Year is just around the corner! Hooray! I will be going back to one of my favourite places on earth,Penang! Can’t wait to see my grandma and everyone back there.

I’m planning to hang up all the CNY’s decorations later when I got back from Times Square.I really can’t wait till CNY.I’m so happy.Lol.

That’s all for now I guess.Hope you guys had a great weekend.

The Other Side Of Me

Wow! I was really angry yesterday.I literally let out all that was fumed inside me and it was such a great relief!

I don’t know why but when I arrived at school and saw the "fellers" face,I just got so damn angry!I couldn’t control it and I allowed my "other self" to totally take over me yesterday.

I shouted at the Form 4s for not lining up and I guess everyone was surprised.I mean everyone sees me as not being capable to raise my voice and stuff like that.I know that it wasn’t professional to do that.I should have keep it cool and separate my personal problem from my duty as a prefect. I mean I chaneled my anger while I was performing my duty.

After the short assembly,all the prefects were required to go for a meeting at the Prefect’s Room.It was complete crap and two periods of Modern Maths was just wasted away like that! My absence from the MM class had left me in deep confusion.

I was in a bad mood the whole entire day! Things only started to get better on the last period.

When I got home,I contemplate about the whole account of that day and was so ashamed of myself.I mean I couldn’t control my temper and basically lash at anyone who tries to talk to me.

To all my classmates who are reading this,lease accept my profuse apologies for what that happened the other day.Forgive me for revealing my "other side".For revealing the dark side of Chester Chin…

Don’t Look At Me If You Hate Me

There hasn’t been a single day without a crisis for me since Monday.Have I did anything wrong and now karma is back to get me?

So far there hadn’t been a single day where I didn’t hear people talking about me.Yesterday was the ‘merentas desa’ and one of my classmate,L.M.G and I got stuck in the rain.As if that wasn’t bad enough,when I got back and changed and all that,E.C. one of the guys from 4B came and kacau me.I don’t know what’s wrong with him but he was like totally,completely…weird.Before I got back,I heard one of my classmates talking behind my back about E.C. and I.

Oh yeah,I received the school magazine and found out that the essay which I had sent in wasn’t in it.After all those checking by the teacher and printing it twice,it wasn’t inserted.It’s not like I’m really bothered by it…I’ll tell you guys all about it if I write a review about my school’s magazine.

Today,once I got back, my bro told me that one of his classmate,THE TROUBLED CHILD had been talking about me behind me.What is his problem lar!!I mean I never ever bother him or anything.What an ASSHOLE!What is his problem lar?If he wants to mess with me,go ahead!!But it’s not like I’m gonna spare my time for some IMBECILE like him!I mean if he got anything he don’t like about me,he should say it straight to my face,not talk behind my back like a FILTHY COWARD!!That SON OF A………Chinese couple!Sh*t him lar!Saja want to kacau people want.

Here’s a message to any of you who is reading this and ‘perasan’ that it’s you,get a life!

IF YOU DON’T LIKE ME,DON’T LOOK AT ME,

IF YOU HATE MY VOICE,CLOSE YOUR EARS,

DON’T TRY TO MESS WITH ME

YOU WOULDN’T WANNA GET TO THE OTHER BAD SITE OF ME

LEAVE ME ALONE!!

HATERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!ASSHOLERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BULLSHITTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IMBECILES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FILTHY COWARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BA**ARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!B*TCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL OF YOU…DON’T BOTHER ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. Sorry for all the vulgarity,I just gotta get ot off my chest so that I can study properly.

The Life and Times of A Prefect

Prefects are always associated with rules and discipline.We,prefects are students who have been chosen by teachers to make sure that students obey the school rules.Prefects are students who exude leadership qualities.

People have different ideas about prefect.Most people,I dare say will think of prefects as show-off at school with their blue uniform and the prefect’s tag.However,we have been misunderstood.Prefects don’t like to show off.

Being a prefect is not an easy job.It comes with a responsibility and it is a big responsibility that we have to carry.We are next in line to teachers and school administration to ensure that the students follow the school regulations.Most people won’t realise this but when you take up the post of a prefect,you are bind to an invisible contract which is you won’t or can’t have as much friends as you want to.You see,there is a fine line between the school prefects and students.Prefects can’t be too close to students as this will result in us having difficulties while performing our duties.Prefects must act without fear and favour against those who refuse to follow the school rules.There will definitely be a time when these wrong doers are our close or best friends.

Prefects are usually torn between socialising and being committed to our job.There are always sacrifices in life and as a prefect,committent to our job is more important than socialising.Not all the prefects are committed to their job though.Some of them would rather leave their job behind and go have fun with their friends.However,it doesn’t mean that you won’t be able to have any friends once you are a prefect.You need to be able to set a limit and do not cross it.

Prefects are more often being critisized by teacher that they do being complemented.We are constantly being scrutinize by the teachers and students.If one prefect did something wrong,the whole prefect’s board will be critisized.It’s kinda unfair if you ask me.However,we must always keep an open mind.

It’s not an easy job being a prefect but the experience you gain and the things you learned is worth all your hardwork.

For all you dedicated prefects out there,keep up the good work!For those of you who are interested in becoming a prefect and willing to make a few sacrifices,who and what is deterring you from becoming one?Get up and start working on your discipline and personality.

Blind Love (Lies and Deception)

A web of deception I have spin,

Now I lay here thinking of my sin,

I am tangled up in my lies,

It seems to me I have fallen in the dark,

Both of us are worlds apart,

It’s crystal clear that we will never be,

You claimed you know the very core of me,

What that you know are lies that seems true,

A mist I have left to blind your sight,

Now you have not a clue of what is right,

Fools we have both been,

We allowed ourselves to fall in this blind love,

This is not a love story,

With lies as the beginning and tragic as the ending,

I shall leave this story untold,

Though my inner voice tells me it will one day unfold,

But in this night and in this hour,

The day we collided will haunt me forever.

One Of The Best Days Of My Life

Okay so this is sort of like a late entry.It concerns the day I got my PMR results which was on the 22nd of December 2005.

So on that day,I arrived at school around 9.30 am.Little do I know that the results won’t arrive at school until around 12.30 pm!Since the results won’t come out anytime soon,my mom and I went out to buy the newspaper.We came back to school after that.

I was so darn nervous and scared while waiting for my results.It doesn’t help that I later received a call from both my aunt and uncle who are teachers.They were asking for my results and I told them that I haven’t got them.I received a text message from my cousin,Jeslyn Ang who studied at St. George at Penang.She got straight As and that added the pressure on me.

After what seems like a century,Pn. Rasnah and another teacher who I can’t remember came back with our results!The moment of truth is finally here I thought.After the results have been sorted.The form 3 class teachers brought down the results to the school canteen.Pn. Naza (my class teacher) passed me and she smiled and said "Chester you got all subjects As".Then she sticked out her tongue.I thought that she was kidding because of the tongue thing.

So I went to the school canteen and went to the one of the tables which was assigned for my class.Nobody could possibly know how fast was my heart beat that time.One of my classmates, Khin Chew went and get his results while I stood behind and watched.

I sat down on the chair facing Pn. Naza who is across the table.The moment of truth is just a few seconds away!!Then Pn. Naza looked at me and she said "Haiya Chester why you so nervous?You what you get what,".I just looked at her and smiled weakly.My mom teased her because her hands were shaking."Yalah…I am so nervous for them,"she said.

She gave me my results slip and I was gobsmacked!1.2.3,4,5,6,7As!!I I actually scored straight As!My heart leaped with joy and I thanked Pn. Naza.I got up and thank my mom and all the teachers who taught me all the 7 subjects at school.

I was so happy!22nd of December 2005 was definitely my red-letter day.

Here are my list of thank yous:

My Mom

My Dad

Pn. Nazalida

Pn Annie Faezleen

Pn. Lim Siew Siew

Pn. Yau Sook Lee

Pn. Rosnani

Pn. Rajambaal

Pn. Marina

Pn. Siti Noriah

My friends

Ti-Ratana community centre

Sentul Buddhist Temple

and

Everyone who helped me.

Thank you very much!!