Sense & Sense Abilities

I have a tendency to begin my blog post with the word "I". Gosh…I’m doing it again aren’t I? See! I’m doing it without any effort at all. It is a total unconscious act…hold…correction…it is a total subconscious act (I am very much awake, thank you very much) that needs no perception at all. This tendency of mine seem almost like an autonomic response everytime I begin a post. It just comes naturally to the senses. But then again, this is my blog, isn’t it? So it should come as no surprise that the first word in my entry should be reflecting my stuffs and my daily whatevers because in this blog of mine, the world does revolve around me (or rather my little small obscure world anyway). Okay, I might get a little self absorbed here so please, please leave before I annoy you any further with my vanity.

If you decided to stay…fine. Don’t blame me later on for boring you with my senseless routines and again, senseless whatevers. Whatever. It is becoming one of my favourite words nowadays along with the regular "Omigod" and "Seriously" in my conversation. Blame it on Grey’s Anatomy for the "seriously" and I-have-absolutely-no-idea-of-the-source for the "Omigod". These three words just like the "I" thingy is also a sort of thing that comes naturally to the perceiving sense of the mind.

Talking about "social life", I just ter-ignored one of my classmates at a Chinese restaurant just now. How High-5 (its an unofficial term for arrogant) is that?! Omigod…I can’t believe I actually did that. Where was my social sense abilities? That was a very cold and uncommon way to treat a peer! Well…uhm…in my defence…err…uhm…autonomic response! Gosh…how pathetic is that excuse? Okay, I wasn’t in a right mood that time and my hair was all down and flat like a kopitiam ah pek. Satisfied? I can be a real jerky social pariah sometimes. I’m sorry okay. But that was seriously wrong. If it makes you feel any better, my conscience is eating me slowly from the inside now. Okay, moving on now people!

So…yeah…I’m basically senselessly ranting right now. Hmm…maybe I should change my blog’s name to "Rantings of a Clueless Book@holic". I always thought that the name "The Soliloquy of a Book@holic" is a tad bit dramatic. All the drama element have to be credited for the word "soliloquy" no doubt.  Most of my peers can’t even pronouce it right. Heck…honestly…all the self-absorption aside…I sometimes mispronouce it too. Seriously, here I am, ranting on in a blog where the name is oh-so-dramatic but the posts are oh-so-whatever. A case of smoke and mirror if you ask me. Hey there…don’t judge a book by it’s whatever! What a perfect example.

Ooh…the Singapore Idol won the Asian Idol title. I don’t know…with all due respect he is a decent singer but there were better singers than him on that show. Namely the Indonesian Idol, Phillipine Idol and our very own Malaysian Idol, Jaclyn Victor (rock on!) A case of kiasu-ism? Hmm. I’d rather not comment. Action speaks louder than words anyway.

I just got back from Penang just now and I’m already missing it. Sobs. And I’m still adjusting to the fact that KL’s Milo Ais is so much more expensive than Penang’s one. Anyway, I love the way ices are served in Penang’s many kopitiams. They sort of squash the ices to pieces (to save cost, no doubt) and I simply love it! Personally, Penang’s ice is like tasteless, cold, hard cereals in your favourite teh tarik or kopi-O. It’s funny that sometimes it’s the little small things that you miss the most.

It’s half past one now. I guess I better stop my senseless rantings and hit the sheets. I’m gonna go for a quick morning jog tomorrow. Yay! Endorphins are good for the body okay. Furthermore, I need the happy factor to keep me at my senses and ensure that all my five senses are working at optimum rate. Lol. Until then, good night and good whatever.